I don’t hurt anymore when I think about him. It kinda feels like that whole part of my life just.. never happened. Or maybe it was a dream. It doesn’t affect me anymore.

Anyway. I was taking to the guy that I messed around with in the front of the school two nights ago. Well needless to say we ended up making more plans. This time we’ll be doing stuff in his car. I’m a little nervous— but more excited than anything. 

I really like him. Not like.. in a romantic kind of way. I just find him really attractive. I don’t want to date him. We’d never work. xD 

Anyway so I guess we’re gonna do it after work or something.. not exactly sure what the plans are.. I hope I at least get time to clean up after work or something.

I get excited just thinking about it. I haven’t had any fun in about a year.. or at least it’s going on a year. I’m very rusty and at this point I’ve forgotten everything but he doesn’t seem to mind. 

I hope we don’t get caught. That’s my worst nightmare. I can’t even fathom having anyone seeing it. 

Anyway.. I uh.. guess I’ll let you know how that goes. :)

That moment when you tag your best friend in a silly music video and then she shares it on FB and tags her other BFF in it and says it’s their anthem.

Lol. Okay. Fuck you too.

So I was talking to my friend about how these two Zelda pages on FB were pissing me off because they were arguing. She agreed with me and started defending one of them. 

One page was posting pictures making fun of all sorts of groups of people, white, black, asian, gay, lesbians. It was just for fun or whatever. I didn’t really care because she was at least making fun os EVERYONE and not just targeting one group of people.. but then one of the other pages got REALLY offended when she posted a Transgender picture with jokes on it. 

The person running that page was a Transgender herself.. in my experience.. Transgender people always get REALLY sensitive when they’re being made fun of but have no problem making fun of others. But god forbid someone makes a remark about a trans. So she started saying some really stupid shit to the original poster.

They started getting into it and honestly.. it was just annoying to watch on my feed so I unliked both of them.

Anyway. So my friend was defending the transgender girl and I just told her, “Honestly.. they’re both stupid and need to shut the fuck up.”

I guess that pissed her off so she stopped talking. Then I tried to start a conversation to break the silence. I told her to watch the video on my profile that another friend had tagged me in of a fat chick lipsyncing to Britney Spear’s “Hold it against me” It’s not like /I/ was calling her fat. It was just the title of the video. So like a minute in she’s like, 

“That girl is the same size of me…”

I took that as the queue to just shut the fuck up and stop trying. I never told her that I thought the girl in the video was fat. it was the fucking title. And yeah.. she was a bit chubby but you could tell she it was all cellulite and she was just unhealthy.. My friend is a bit big but no where near that bad. The girl in the video had flabby arms and just looked.. awkward. My friend takes care of herself so I don’t see her as being big at all. She looks great to me but whatever. She chose to get all fucking offended over nothing instead of watching the funny video. She and I watch videos of big, awkward people doing weird shit all the time.

Not sure why she chose to be offended this time. I guess she was still mad over the whole “Me not giving a shit about trans” thing.

It’s not that I don’t care. Believe me. I support where support is needed. But It annoys me when trans people only defend themselves and then judge others. The Trans that we were talking about tends to give other people shit all the fucking time. She makes fun of all sorts of groups of people and is perceived as a goddess but if one person makes a trans joke it’s automatically unacceptable and she acts like she’s a victim. 

People like that piss me off. Gay, Black, white, asian, lesbian, just ANYONE. I don’t care what ‘group’ of people you are in or whatever. If you’re going to give others shit.. be prepared to get shit back. You are no victim if you are attacking others. 

People like that won’t get my pity or support. So.. whatever.

Dude..

I told that guy who write a fanfic about him and I that I had a dick..

He stopped talking to me.. or at least he hasn’t replied in a LONG TIME.. I’m a proud owner of a Vagina but he apparently can’t take a joke. Good news for me though :3 Now he can leave me the fuck alone and thing he wrote a fanfic about him fucking a dude.. LOL

Bitch mode aside— I have stuff to vent about.. so let me get this out and then I’ll return to my main.

1. My friend made a page on fb and added me as an admin. When I finally decide to take action as an admit after a few months of being a bit inactive, she chews me out for it. Then whines about he she wasn’t having a great day but then continues to chew me out for posting without permission. Bitch. You made me an admin. That’s enough permission. Besides there are two other admin that post on the page all the time about shit that isn’t even related to the page’s theme and even post shit while you’re offline. Yet I get my ass chewed out for introducing myself and posting something related to the page’s theme? Chill the fuck out and just tell me you don’t want me as an admin. :/ It wouldn’t offend me. What offends me if getting chewed out for doing simple shit that won’t get the page reported. 
2. I broke up with this guy a couple of weeks ago and he won’t stop texting me about shit I don’t care about. We broke up because I’m atheist and he’s SUPER Christian and kept telling me that not believing in god was going to taint my soul. Also because he was clingy, pushy and annoying. He was a Zelda fan which was cool.. but he just never shut the fuck up about God. I have nothing against religion. Don’t get me wrong. But when you shove it down my throat and tell me that me not believing is WRONG.. we’re done. Leave me the fuck alone and move on. I don’t reply to any of your texts.. take a fucking hint and stop messaging me of FB. We’re done. We’re done and we have been for like a month.. please just chill the fuck out.
3. Theres another guy who sends me asks on my main all the time. We weren’t dating. We never will and he went as far as writing a fan-fic between the two of us. It was disgusting and scared me. I’m really shy though so I didn’t know how to tell him to stop. But now he messages me everyday about Zelda (which is cool) but like.. he asks the same shit every. Fucking. Day.. and he capitalizes every. Fucking. Word. Like this: Oh Hi. How Are You Doing? I Like Zelda And So Do You. You Called Me Nice So I’m Gonna Assume You Like Me And Write A Creepy Fan Fiction About The Two Of Us. We’re Gonna Live In Hyrule And Be In Love And Have Sex All The Time!! Yay! See how fucking annoying that shit is? Omfg.. I can’t.. how do I get him to stop?! Fuck.

Gah.. alright.. I think that’s it for now. I feel a little better now. ^-^ 

I started this blog so I could bitch in peace and not run the risk of anyone I know reading this. 

This will be a personal ‘bitching’ and ‘whining blog’ because Hylia knows if I post it on my main all of these people will be like, “Oh my gosh, ur depressed. I never talked to you before but lemme ask you whats wrong”

No fuck off. I don’t know you. The thought is nice but I’m not telling you my business. 

Also.. I have close friends following my main and they piss me off sometimes and sometimes I need to vent.. venting to other people I know will just get me in trouble.. so.. I’m just gonna do it here. 

I will not be telling you my real name.. nor will I be telling you my main blog’s url. If you wanna talk here.. its cool but warning. If I get bored of the conversation or you just start prying too much. I WILL delete the message and let it be. Think I’m a bitch because of that?

Get over it. This is not my main blog so I will not butter shit up just to spare your feelings.  This is my bitch blog.